Monday, October 24, 2011

Changed My Mind..AGAIN!

Hello there,

Well.. to update you on what you have missed these past few days that I haven't blogged. I GOT A JOB! It's only seasonal (for now) at JCPenny's Portrait Studio. I started training today & it kicked my butt!! We had to just stare at a computer in the camera room where all those lights are on & I got a major headache! Anyway, so far so good. I finish up training this week then start on my own; I am nervous!

Another update..changed my mind on school..I found out that the dental assisting school I was going to wasn't going to transfer over so it was pointless to go & waste my time & money if I was going to do it over again. SO, I decided if I have to go to school anyway..I might as well do something that I actually want to do. I am going to get my bacholer's in Criminal Justice then get a forensic science degree to become a crime lab analyst! :) I have always wanted to this.

Also, my modeling is around the corner! Only a couple months left, I can't wait to build my portfolio & get my modeling career started!

I am getting my hair chopped off on Wednesday... Kinda scared since I finally have my hair to a length I like..but I want change...

Austan is in the field...once again. (he was in non-stop last week, Monday to Friday night) He wasn't supposed to be out there over night but whatever, that's the life of an army wife....

Sunday, October 9, 2011

Hoping & praying.

Hello again,

I am so worn out right now. I just deep cleaned the apartment, I mean I scrubbed the floors, everything!
It makes me feel good though, I like having a clean house. Doesn't help that my husband and puppy, Ella, feel the need to just get it dirty again in a day. Oh well, that's the life of a housewife.

I have been on the search for a job for about five months now, still no luck. :(
So, I decided that I am going to just try & find a job anywhere I can until we come home to Kansas in December. Then, after we come back I will be going back to school! Finally! I will go to a 13 week course to become a dental assistant.. then, I will get a good job, & make decent money. While I am working I will go to school part time & work towards becoming a dental hygienist! I have always wanted to do that but I lost sight of that path when the world was open to so many careers.

Well that's all for now.

Thursday, October 6, 2011


Well, I guess I will start this since it seems to be a form of an online diary & I like to vent.

Things have really sucked lately being an army wife as the army isn't all they say it would be. They haven't been paying us properly and they always seem to find a way to screw my husband over.
Oh by the way, my husband's name is Austan, yes with an "a" instead of an "i." Everyone seems to get it wrong. I also call him "AK" for short, so you know who I am speaking of. Anyway, things haven't been so well in the Kinnaird World lately. We have been dealing with some major issues with finances and companies that won't return phone calls or help us out. So Austan & I have been stressed out to our eyeballs lately.

Things do seem to be turning around though..finally..I hope. I am trying to keep the faith but it seems so hard with the future seems dim & dark.

Well, this is enough for my first blogggg.

Okay, goodnight moon.